Prison From The Inside

“Hurt people hurt people” a harrowing quote from ‘Pat’, a female participant in last night’s second episode of ‘Prison From The Inside’ on BBC1 Northern Ireland –

There were several times when I had tears running down my cheeks after these two one hour episodes. Pat’s story was one that is indicative of nearly all female prisoners in the UK. It starts from some sort of physical, domestic and or sexual abuse. Pat has been in and out of jail for over thirty years and she describes how she changed ‘inside’ after being raped and how drink, used to fill her emptiness turned her into a violent lunatic. As a society we see people like Pat, male and female on or streets every day but do we ever take a step back and consider why they are like that. “You could drive a bus through the emptiness inside me” is one of the most powerful and emotive comments I have ever heard in all my years of studying criminology and prisons.

I’ve purposefully been putting off writing a blog for a while as there’s a lot going on in my life at the minute (all positive) and in the world of criminal justice, prisons et al. It’s sometimes hard to take it all in but if one was to do a thematic analysis on media and academic coverage on prisons at the present there are a few repetitive themes. Self harm, suicide, mental health, drugs, assault on prison staff and prisoners (in prison) and prison is a dumping ground for the failings of society.

I know the officials who participated in this programme and they too are of a common view that prison is not the solution for the social inadequacies in present society. One of the more frightening comments made by one of the officials referred to the fact that punishment beatings and shootings by paramilitaries does not deter car thieves and anti social behaviour. After all, being realistic, one would expect a good kicking to be a deterrent. If this social norm in Northern Irish society, outside the parameters of law, doesn’t work then why on earth as a society do we sit back and expect people to be cured via a stint in prison?

Paradoxically, many of the participants suggested that they wised up in prison, had grown up and taken the time to realise that their lives didn’t have to be the way they were. One guy said he was simply ‘sick of it’. Another said he was ‘drug free’. How can this be in a place full of drugs and violence?

In my humble opinion it’s all to do with the individual and the help and support being there if they want it. ‘Being on this wing is a bit less manic than the committals’. It takes strength and courage to stand out from the crowd and more importantly to call your ‘self’ to rights. Most prison wings are manic but there is always one that offers some sort of stability once one has jumped through the institutional hoops to get there. But why does this have to be done in prison and at a much greater cost to the taxpayer when there are solutions out there.

I know there are people out there who are working behind the scenes to get these solutions introduced to Northern Ireland (and the UK). Here’s a short video of a tried and tested incentive that has reduced prison populations in America, reduced crime in the community and saves the taxpayer a fortune ‘bang for buck’ as this man calls it. I received an email from Judge Bobby three weeks ago and he is happy to come over here and talk to our politicians and judiciary.

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Judge Francis – Texas

Michael Gove attended Judge Bobby’s court but we all know what happened there. Perhaps that’s where the problem really lies. Our so called government is a sham and that’s all I’m saying on the matter.

It was really strange seeing the footage of guys walking up and down ‘The Phase’ at Magilligan. Listening to the electronic alarms of gates opening and closing. The toughest thing for me was seeing the inside of the cell again. It brought back so many memories. Constant lack of sleep and mental breakdowns caused by night checks, the loneliness, the isolation and the regret. In a perverse sort of way I look forward to going back and helping others even though at the time “My emptiness was so deep you could have drove a bus through it”.


About micsirwin

I'm a Postgraduate student at Queens studying Criminology, writer, poet and lover of integrity, dignity, respect and morality
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